Unmotivation of Blogging ~ Funk

ok so I am unmotivated to read/post or do anything with blogs these days. Call it a funk, or what whatever it is...maybe it is because of the crappy weather we are having.

It is not my period, been there, done that...I just am not motivated to post anything and I have plenty to post, like Serena's 5th birthday, my birthday and some cute random pics of Brandon, but I don't feel like it...

Sounds almost snotty, but for those of you who know me it's not. Maybe because my husband's brother passed away, I am realizing life is too short and you have to make the most out of it now, while your still here, and I am realizing how insignificant my blog really is...

Yeah I have fun blogging and reading some of other's stuff and seeing into many different parts of the world...I really do enjoy reading blogs...but right now I am just not interested anymore...

I have even thought of cancelling this blog...but I will sit on that thought for a while and see how I feel in a week or two, maybe my feelings will change and I will want to keep it.

Maybe it is because of the "life" stuff happening that I am not motivated. Trying to deal with family and friends or rather people I am no longer friends with...I have so much going on and I am not able to vent on here. So, if you leave a comment with your e-mail address and you want to know what is going on, I will e-mail you.

So, this might be my last post. Tell me what you think about that, if anything.

Why do I blog?

I have been thinking a lot this past week of why I blog and of all the wonderful women I have met thru my blog!

Who would have thought you can actually make friends? by blogging and reading others blogs?

I started my blog initially, so my out-of-town family (in Texas, North Dakota, Minnesota, Santa Maria, CA, and other states) and my friends (in Hawaii, Ventura, CA) can see the kids and how they have grown and changed over time (since I suck at taking pics or having them taken and sending them to people!).

Then, I participated in Friday Fragments, hosted by Mrs. 4444's and then I did a Sundays In My City, hosted by Unknown Mami and I went to so many different blogs in so many different places, it was truly amazing! I love participating in these two meme's!

I only have a few friends, real friends. My sister (she lives about 10 minutes away), My Little Miracles (also 10 minutes away), my old boss Deb, Caty in Hawaii, Shari my friend from high school and that is all. These women know me. They know what is going on in my life: good, bad or indifferent. They are there for me to cry to when I need a shoulder. They are there for me to pick up the phone and call them and ask them something lame, LOL.

Now, I have oodles of women I call friends! I can post about all the wonderful stuff going on in my home and I can also e-mail some of you about the sensitive stuff. It means a whole lot to me, more then any of you will ever know! Well, know you will know!

I was talking to my son's Specialist Teacher and Speech Therapist last Friday when they came to the house. I was telling her all about my blog and even pulled it up on the computer, to show her some pics on there that I had posted (the Desperate Housewives post, LOL) and I told her that there are many women who blog from all over the world and I get to read their blogs, and explained SIMC to her. She was amazed. I also told her that it is nice to have people you can talk to about anything and they are not going to judge you, at least I have never felt judged, and they are going to give you feed back or tell you they know someone who has been thru that or whatever, they will relate one way or another. It is a great way to network and make friends.

That is what got me wanting to write this post.

So, a huge shout out to all you bloggers that I have come across!

Your friendship means the world to me, know you know!